Friday, November 7, 2008

Free Friday...(Momma-Te quiero con todo mi corazón.)

In one of my past blogs, I wrote some horrible things about my real mom, Norma. Which at that time, I thought were true, but they are not. All the lies that Carolyn, my adopted mom, told me were so twisted and uncalled for that it made me wonder what else she has lied to me about. Carolyn said that my mom never tried to visit me on my birthdays or even the other holidays. But the truth is that she had tried to visit us, but Carolyn wouldn't let her see us because she thought that she would just mess up our lives. That was the wrong move. I had never seen, or heard of my mom until I was 13 because Carolyn said that she had died in a car wreck. When I was about to turn 14, Johnathan, my brother, came home and told me that our mom was still alive. I was surprised and I didn't know what to say. I asked Carolyn if she was really dead, and she said that she had really survived. And that's when I started asking questions and wandering who I really was. When Carolyn finally told me that I was half Mexican, I was happy. I wasn't just a normal child. I had something different about me. Ever since then, I have had some questions about who I really was, and what really happened. But now that I actually get to go to her house and call her mom, Carolyn is really trying to mess that up for Johnathan and I, especially me. Since Johnathan is almost 18 (only 2 more months), she really tries to stop me from seeing her. But, the thing is, she doesn't know that my mom is hiring a lawyer to help us out. Soon enough I will be a happy, MEXICAN teenager. :)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

¿Baning Halloween?

Should the school ban Halloween costumes, or are they making too big a deal? The school shouldn't ban Halloween costumes because of one student's mistake. They are definitely making it a big deal. Halloween is THE holiday where you are supposed to make scary, and sometimes ridiculous costumes. That is all part of the custom. Now, I can see where the Nazi costume is offensive. Some people could religiously get offended by the costume. But, that is where freedom of speech takes place. You are supposed to be able to speak your mind freely without the thought of being punished. Therefore, you shouldn't punish people for their rights.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Invisible

The advantages of being invisible is that you can escape from the tortuous world around you. We would be able to leave when we get embarassed at school, or when our parents are yelling at us. I would rather be able to turn my invisibility powers on and off, (like Violet off of the Incredibles) that way I can still be seen, and I could still interact with others. When I feel like running away, I could just turn invisible and calm down, or even get revenge. When my parents are putting me down, or making fun of me and my brother, I could go invisible and seek revenge. I could move things around and scare them to death. That would be the best gift ever. Of course, I wouldn't tell anyone because what would be the fun of that? I wouldn't be able to scare them, or help them out without them knowing. Those are the advantages of this incredible power. The disadvantages would be my parents finding out, and getting into some serious trouble. I would eventually have to face the consequences. If they found out anyways. Other than that, I would absolutely LOVE to have this power. =]

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Memories<3

Every day should be entered into our memories forever.  However somedays you just wish wouldn't have ever happened, but it is stuck in your mind for the rest of your days.  The greatest of memory that I have, and will always cherish is the time when my daddy saved my life.  It was one sunny summer day, when my family decided to go to the public pool and cool off with the refreshing water.  At that time, I was only 5 years old, so I still had to use floaties for my arms and waist.  While I was airing up the floaties and starting to put them on my arms, my brother , Johnathan, got impatient and pushed me into the 12 foot deep pool.  Since I didn't have my floaties on properly, I started to drown.  And as soon as my daddy saw me going deeper and deeper under the water, he started to panic.  He started to take everything out of his pockets, such as his cell phone, his keys, and is wallet.  After he "thought" his pockets were all emptied out, he dived in and saved me from dying.  After saving my life, he realized that his cigarettes were floating around in the pool.  To this day, I will always remember how my daddy, saved my life!!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

¡Bonfire!

Just the thought of no more bonfires for Homecoming has just hurt the souls of most of the high school, junior high, and even elementrary kids. That was one of the events that we looks forward to the most. That and Homecoming was a big even for the citizens of our town. We don't have much, but what we do have we really appreciate, and get involved in. You would think that bonfires were just for high schoolers, but the town also loves it. They bring their children of all ages down to see it, the band, and the cheerleaders. And now that it is taken away from us, we just feel like we have no more tradition. But, this year we are going to bring back the old Homecoming Parade. How that will work out is beyond me. But hopefully its for the best. If I could decide what we could do, I would have the parade, then Homecoming, followed up by a dance for the junior high kids, one for the high schoolers, and one for elementray and other people. That would be my choice. But, we don't always get what we want. Either way, its good. We are still coming together as a community and celebrating one of the biggest football events in the whole year....HOMECOMING!!!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I wish...

I wish there was a law against abortion because it is so sad, and mind boggling how we can just kill babies because the parents don't "want" them. If they wanted to do all of the "business", then you should also want the baby. Even if you got raped, and you ended up pregnant. There is always the choice of having the baby and giving it up for adoption. No matter what, there is always a second option. Even if its giving the baby to your parents to help you take care of it while you get on your feet, there is always another option besides killing an innocent person before it even has its own chance at life. The way I think of it, its straight murder no matter which way you try and twist it around. People get sent to prison all the time for murdering someone, so why can't there be a punishment again abortions?

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Beauty vs. Wealth

If I had to choose between being WEALTHY and UGLY or POOR and BEAUTIFUL, I would have to choose being poor and beautiful. I have never known what beauty feels like, so that is my reason it. And being poor isn't so bad. I'm not poor, but I'm no super rich either. And even if I was wealthy and ugly, it wouldn't matter because if you believe that your pretty, than your inner beauty will show. If you have a good personality, and you can socialize well, then you will be beautiful no matter what. So, I guess the true question is, if you wanted to convert from being poor to wealthy, or vise versa. For me, I would very much enjoy to have money, but love, family, friends, and life is all I need to get by (with some food of course).

Monday, September 15, 2008

In 10 yrs...

In 10 years, which will be the year of 2018, I hope that I will be a successful woman. Right now, I'm going to high school, and planning out the rest of my life by choosing my career. I'm looking at going to college to be a nurse, or secretary. By then, I hopefully have settled down, and have a family of my own, and have a semi-good life. And I will be able to provide my family with love and support that I never had. I just hope that I can find Mr. Right, and start from there. No matter what happens in the next 10 years, good or bad; it always happens for a reason.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

9-11-08

In the year of 2001, we had a horrible tragedy happen to the U.S. We had a terrorist attack on the Pentagon and the Twin Towers. It was a horrible time for us, but as an 8 year old; I didn't know what the big deal was. So what if a plane broke some buildings? It was nothing new to me. I don't remember exactly what I was doing, but the little things I do remember will stay with me forever. I was in Mr. Hughes class (third grade), and when he found out about the situation, he tried distracting us from the problem. He gave us some coloring sheets, just so we wouldn't freak out out about all the teachers crying, and screaming because they were scared. I must say, he was very good at doing that. After school let out, I went home and asked my mom what was going on, she said that some very mean people were trying to hurt the people in our country. After that, she broke down and started crying. I didn't understand what the reason behind that was, but I went and hugged her and said that everything was going to be ok. That next day was a Wednesday, so I went to church and prayed for the people that were hurt, and the people that were hurting us. That's all I can remember. If i could run a certain activity to commemorate this certain day, I would probably have to say a parade. Honoring our loved ones who died from the attack, and our loved ones who died trying to help the victims. Even if we know them or not, they are still apart of us every day, in our hearts, and in our minds when we come to the anniversary of this tragic day, 9/11.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Journal

If i could change one thing about my life it would have to be my past. The way my biological mom treated me, the way she treated my daddy and many other reasons. From birth to 3 weeks old, my mom never came to see me. She left me at her mom's house in Lake View. Since her mom didn't want to watch me either, she just left me in the car seat the whole time. The back side of my head was literally bald. And then, from 3 weeks to 3 months old, I stayed with my grandma, which is now my adopted mom. She just said that she was too stressed out to be caring for a little brat like me that cried all the time. And the worst part of it all, (I'm so emotional about it) is that she never held me, never took pictures of me, and basically never gave me any TLC. My brother Johnathan, he has a baby book, 4 photo albums full of pictures of just him, but i have 1 picture of me; but it only showed my back. So, for all those kids out there who have a mom, but she "gets on your nerves", just think of it this way.... At least she loves you enough to talk to you, and all the good stuff that "NORMAL" parents are supposed to do.

Friday, September 5, 2008

School Dress Code

On July 30, 1997 the Board of Education of the Santa Barbara Elementary and High School Districts (Santa Barbara, California) considered enacting a new, stricter dress code for the secondary schools. According to Board minutes, the code proposed by the "district staff and site principals" was very strict and apparently even prohibited the wearing of "religious pride" articles. This was objected to and removed from the proposed code because it "fringes (sic) on first amendment rights." The Board placed the new dress code on the agenda for it's August meeting.

On Wednesday, August 27, 1997 at 7:00 p.m. the School Board met. At that meeting the Board voted to enact the new Dress Code which will apply to all high schools, junior highs and middle schools in the District. The new code is very strict and also very vague and bans any symbol which is considered "inflammatory."

Many students and parents came to the August 27, 1997 School Board meeting to object to the new dress code. Twenty people asked to address the board to object to the new code. We gave a petition to the board with the signatures of nearly one hundred students and parents opposed to the code. These signatures were obtained in only two days. There were no speakers who addressed the board in favor of the dress code. The Board members and staff also mentioned that they also have received many letters and phone calls objecting to the new dress code.

Because of the strong objections from parents and students, the Board made the following statements of policy and changes in the new Dress Code:

-During the first semester a student will not be disciplined for violating the new dress code.

-During the first semester the board will consider modifying the dress code and ordered the staff to set up a procedure to allow student input regarding possible modifications.

-The part of the draft code regarding shoes was completely removed.

-The board said the ban on caps and other headcoverings would "obviously" not be applied to students who wore these items for religious or health reasons.

-The Board members made many statements about how the new dress code should be enforced in a "reasonable" way and based on "common sense."

This was a major but only partial victory for the many people who strongly object that the new school dress code is still unreasonable and violates a student's Constitutional Rights.


Be happy that you don't have to follow these rules. And if you do, I feel sorry for you.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

My First Post


Today is Mix-n-Match day at school. I have never seen so many different styles of clothing, make-up or even hairstyles. It is so funny to be walking down the hall and to see one of the most popular guys wearing a cowgirl shirt, and pink boots! But its all in the spirit of the Bobcats. Most of the student body, even the freshman are trying their best to look the goofiest they can. And whereas the people that wore regular clothes, stick out way more than the people with regular clothes on.