Tuesday, February 3, 2009

L.O.V.E.???

Is there even such thing as love?? I mean really. I have never believed in love. And i certainly don't believe in it now. Especially when your boyfriend tells you all the time how much he misses you even though he just left you. He loves you, even though you tell him your not ready, and even when you tell him you don't believe in love.... And then one day he tells you that he loves you, and then 5 minutes later he tells you that he's confused because he doesn't know if he should be with his girlfriend or not. Is that even possible?? To tell somebody that you love them A LOT, and then turn on them and tell them that??? But anyways, that is my situation. He tells me that he loves me all the time, and that he has liked me since he saw me (which was in the summer and we didn't start going out until December.) And last night, *2-2-09* we broke up, and today *2-3-09* he is still telling me that he cares for me. I just told him that was hard to believe. And he is mostly saying that he still loves me because none of my friends want to get with him, and he knows that I already have somebody. Which is really funny, he shouldn't have broken up with me, because I really don't know need that kind of stress in my life. He is just a little immature, piece of chicken s**t.... and he doesn't know what the HECK he wants. But it doesn't matter to me, because I have definitely moved on. And I am happy with my new boyfriend/fiance. :) And I am proud to say that I am the new, and improved Jessica Frost <3